Hi, I think i might be a lesbian and i'm just really messed up in my head cos i have no one to talk to. I am 22, and havent had sex with anyone for nearly 5 yrs now. I enjoy flirting with guys, but thats about it, i got no pleasure from sexual intercourse with a man, and i think about women when i masturbate. I work in a childrens nursery, and i constantly think about some of the mums, and actually have really strong feelings towards two of them, of course i would never act on it though. I have always had crushes on older women in authority positions, eg, teachers, bosses, but don'y know if this is normal. the thought of having sex with a woman terrifies me, as does coming out to my family and friends, but i just really don't know what to do. I don't think of myself as normal (no offence) + would love to be able to settle down with a man + have children, but i can't force myself into living a lie. please help someone, my insides hurt and i can't stop crying about this stupid situation.
2006-12-24
11:21:26
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TP1984
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