We just met recently, and know each other, but not THAT well. My best friend in a "drunken" state, told him I liked him. At the time, I didn't. But now, I have develped affections for him. He says he straight, but I dont know. He seems to flirt with me when we hang out, and we talk on the phone for at LEAST an hour each time. He does and says things a straight guy wouldn't normally say or do with someone he KNOWS is gay. I seldom have crushes, and its very difficult. We talk and laugh about everthing, and I love being around him. I've considered just being his freind, and try not to think about it, but it doesnt seem to work. I dream about him every other night, and I'm let down when I wake up. I've also considered just ceasing all contact with him, but I'm not sure I want to do that. Each time we hang out, I like him more. I think he may suspect I like him, save the fact my friend already told him. I feel so stupid and childish for feeling the way I do, but I cant help it.
2006-12-23
20:14:07
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