For the past few months, I've been listening, watching & reading things that supposably prove God does not exist. I'm catholic,although, I'm not very religious. Since I've read & heard all those things, I've started to doubt there's a god. I don't want to believe this, i want to believe in God. I feel as if i am sinning for even thinking of the possibility that there is no God & there's no reason for me to be losing faith, only because of those things I've read. Sometimes i feel as if Im faking this, in having doubt, & sometimes i feel like i don't believe in God & as i type this i get scared. what if God is mad at me? What if in fact there is no god? but what if there is!? & i feel like i shouldn't be saying this[typing] because its wrong. sometimes i feel like God is mean. sometimes i sin & i say sorry but don't promise to not do it again because i know i will. sometimes i think bad things about God & tell him stuff but then say sorry.i dont know if its truly ME saying it or if its..
2007-11-18
22:52:46
·
16 answers
·
asked by
Anonymous
in
Religion & Spirituality