I am christian and have just started going to church and getting back in touch with my religion again, as last time was only when i was young. i want a relationship woth god and have found the people there to be so wonderful and kind. however, i believe i am a good moral person who cares and has the right to be there and pray, but there is this niggle in my heart. i am a lesbian. my friends and parents know and i sit there feeling like if anyone here knew would i be an outcast, would they be so accecpting and can i pray to god and connect with him when i feel i can't change this part of me. i would if i felt it was a sin becuase it is harmful, but its not. part of me feels guilty and i should speak up else leave , but also that i am kind and caring and just happen to be gay and nothing to feel ashamed about. i want a life with god and the church, but this is preying on my mind and God knows full well i am lesbian.
2007-11-12
10:47:19
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