I know I am gay - I know that and I need to leave my husband - he is a great guy and deserves a woman who can really give him 100%. We have talked - he knows - he hopes that I am bi - so he can play too. But, I still have sex w/him. I married him. I do not get satisfied. But, I try to plez him - I have learned to fake it very well. I dont want to hurt him because he is so good to me. And I know how much he loves me. I cant stand this and feel so trapped! How do I get a clean break w/out completely crushing him. We have talked and talked about this and he knows he didnt make me gay - that it was always there. He just taught me that even tho we live in the bible belt that it is ok to be yourself. Even tho I grew up in a very traditional home - it was ok just to be me. And with his support I have found myself, and I feel like I am missing so much life. We dont have kids... I have kids - he has kids, but we dont have kids together. We have been together 7 yrs, married 2.
2006-07-10
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender