So, im 29, i feel 22. Lifes going nowhere. Im just waiting to die. Sure im married, ive had fast cars, pets, i can cook.. Ive traveled throughout most of the western world, and a bit of the east.
I dont want kids, yet.
I have maybe 60 years left, if im lucky, i dont want to just wait to die, and no this isnt a birthday aboration, its how i normally feel.
I guess once i left schooling, i lost direction, I dont want more stuff, i have all the stuff i could want. Ive done loads of stupid terrifying things, i dont want to go sky diving etc..
Im just not happy doing nothing, and existing, but i cant figure out, how to spend all the spare hours.
I read, i dont watch tv, i do walk places, i do explore, but non of it is fullfilling
So what do i do now? How do i get out of the rut(or is it just life)?
Im not asking so much what you do for fun, more what do you do to stay alive, what makes days worth while.
Please nonthing like, oh see a doctor.. your depressed, or find god answers!
2006-09-15
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