OK.... I was a in a really bad relationship about three years ago, a relationship that consisted of beatings, mental, physical and emtional abuses. Also sexual. I've dealth with the the beatings, mental frustrations, physical issues and therapy for the emotional, but what do I do about the sexual. My ex-boyfriend made me give him oral, literally make me. Grab me, throw me down & before I could get up he would be in my face, saying her bytch sukk my ____ Crying, face bruised and broken... I would do what ever he said or get more teeth knocked out.
Now I have serious issues and I dont' like giving head, it seems so degrading to me. I have trouble finding pleasure in something that I was made to do.
My current boyfriend is excepting, understanding and has been VERY, VERY patceint .... but he is still a man and as a woman....his woman, I want to satisfy him, in every way.. but how can I? The thought of it makes me absolutely sick, i don't want this to ruin our relationship
2007-02-20
05:34:30
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Sunshine_Diva
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