It is like one year is good in my life and another bad and another good and then bad etc. Why is that?

Answer 1

I don't know you - but there are some people who experience that because when good comes to them they say negative things to themselves such as "it's luck", "it can't last", or "I don't deserve this". They don't understand that we make our own future (there's no such thing as luck, beleif in luck is a Westerners' superstition) and that qualities like believing in oneself, persistence, and giving love are what bring good to us and others. "Be good, see good, do good", as the spiritual master Sai Baba says, work for others' happiness, and good will come to you.

Answer 2

It sounds to me like you're referring to something job related, money, or relationships.

Life is drama--it has it's ups and downs--hills and plateaus-peaks and valleys. It would become quite boring if everything stayed the same all of the time.

I wouldn't worry about it, but I would try to figure out what made the good years good, and the bad years bad. Maybe you can get yourself into having some average, normal, years--neither too good nor too bad.