In the end, i think that's what i'm looking for. I know i've given up on suicide, but becoming aware that perhaps there is no rock bottom for me.
To note; no history of drug or alcohol addiction. Maybe cause i have no concept of happiness, or joy, things i like, goals or dreams i'm just drifting on this self fufilled thing til something happens. Explored faith and it's just not for me, as with meds, friends, family, and relationships ... if nothing else, i have burned those bridges good.
So what is rock bottom. thought it would be in jail or in the hospital, or lying nearly dead from an attempt .. but it wasn't .. i keep feeling i can go more. tried therapists, shrinks .. but i guess they deal with those with attachments to people and world or of a faith . I guess for me that all seems so fake.
Don't worry, not expecting much hear, has learned from last 3 therapists that perhaps answers aren't there for those on the outside of the society or of a culture.
2007-04-15
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