My grandmother and I were very close. I was semi-raised by her, and I credit her with instilling me with everything good in my life. She was a major influence in my life up to her sudden death of heart failure in 2000.
After her death, my life took a drastic turn from successful to a complete failure. Without my "guiding grandmother light" I felt helpless and unable to deal with life itself.
In 2005, on the 5th anniversary of her death, I laid in bed next to my second wife. I had drunk myself to sleep as usual, and since I had nowhere to be the next day (unemployed) I planned on doing the same when I woke up.
That night I was visited by my Grandmother. She spoke to me, comforted me, and admonished my behavior in life since she had died. We had a very long conversation, and finally I was able to forgive her for leaving without saying goodbye.
The experience was very real. I know it was her, and not a dream. Anyone else have an experience like that?
2007-02-23
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