last month, my best friend died, we knew each other for 10 years. 2 days after her death, i went insane, she was the only person i really connected with, i loved her so much. i became suicidal, i went to her house in her room where she had a bottle of vikadens stashed, i grabbed a handful and when i tried taking them something had hit my hand so hard to my face it wasn't even funny/ i freaked out forever. i dropped the bottle and ran home. that night when i couldn't sleep thinking about her, i saw shadows on the wall, vauge and yet clear. i swear i could hear her voice but i couldn't understand what she was saying. she invaded my dreams too, too this day every night i see her, i hear her and she talks to me. i know i;ll see her tonight but i dont knoe what to do,
2006-12-23
15:26:57
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