I've tried counseling with counselors, psychologist, social workers, and talking just makes things worse. I've tried medications, at least a dozen different ones, probably more. I have had some serious side effects without any improvement.
On my own... I've tried controlling my thoughts and I've tried just letting them be. I've tried getting along with my family and peers. I've tried standing up for myself. I've tried everything I can think of. I've tried a personal spirituality. I've tried going to church. You wouldn't believe me if I told you how bad the church thing ended.
I'm still miserable. I hate what goes on in my head. No voices or anything. They're just thoughts. I can tell the difference because one of the meds I took made me hear voices.
In relation to the world around me, the worst thing about everything is my financial situation. I have a part time job, but there aren't any more that 12 hours available any given week. I can't seem to get another job.
Any suggestions?
2006-12-21
03:45:00
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