People seem really indifferent to me. I know they don't hate me because I'm really nice to everybody but I'm also very quiet and shy and can't talk to people much, I think I have that social anxiety disorder. Like I always seem like I'm the last one they pick to talk to or be in a group, and it's not like they don't like me they respect me it's just they seem really indiffernet. I have an easier time talking to people and they seem to like talking to me, just small talk, when its just me and another person in a room. But it seems like if someone else is in a room, just one other person, they just start to have a conversation with them, barely acknowledging I'm there. I mean they don't mind if I say something but it's just like they forgot about me. It's wierd because half the time you think people like you and half the time you're worried they hate you. They really do like me though for the most part, it's just like they forget about me sometimes, like I'm not last choice because they hate me I'm last choice just because they;re just closer to other people. They don't feel uncomfortable with me because they know I won't judge them. I mean I don't really want close relationships with people, honestly, but I don't know, I just like to have small talk with people sometimes or just a little more respect or something. But I suppose it's sort of my fault too. Is anyone else like this?
2006-12-11
14:29:04
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