When I say hate, I mean hate with a fury. She is the kindest most loving person on one hand, but then lets the pressures of life past and present fester into an explosion of cursing God, work, renters, her life, her son, me, etc. Screaming how she hates each, and wants to just kill herself. I know her pressures are real. I know she's mad at God for being a widow, I know what ever the perticular "trigger" is that day is something anoying. I also know a long running list of bad dicisions is slowly bleeding the life out of her. What I don't know is why she is admired and loved (as wonderful) by so many people at her job putting on one face and attitude and then comes home and is a holy terror to herself and family when she gets home. The customers and coworkers are just shallow aquaintinces, but the ones at home that love and support her (reguardless) are the very ones she is hurting (other than herself). Fortunately she isn't physical with her violence. I'm at my witts end, please help!
2006-08-12
05:27:01
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