Its kind of a long story but will keep it as short as poss.
Im married to 2nd hubby, I have 4 children 2 of each from 1st marriage, now ages 18,16,12 & 10. I am 38 tmw!
Im such a maternal person, and we have been trying for our own baby for 6 years now, Hubby has a low pserm count, he was born with high testes and had 6 ops to 'keep' them down, but then had 1 removed in an accident in his teens.
I will be perfectly honest and say theat I am not 100% happy, but my kids are settled and have eventually 9 years on come through the divorce!
So now heres the problem, Ive been very foolish and had a short fling with a guy from work, I know how wrong it was and finished it weeks ago! But now Im 8 weeks pregnant.!!
For once in the past 6 years I feel complete, worthwhile..... HAPPY!!Yet in total turmoil, the father does love me, he wants it all. I just cant put my kids through all the hurt again. Also the father is coloured!
I know what i need 2 do.. Just some words of advice pls
2007-03-18
04:34:04
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