OK, when I am listening some of my mates while they are talking about where-to-go-this-saturday and where-to-find-some-chicks, I feel proudly distanced. As an intellectual, I don't want to be part of their petty issues, rumour, and go-out-lately-and-drink style of life.
But still, when I am listening to them, I feel kind of anxious, like I 'm afraid that there is nobody like me, like I need support from real-life character.
For instance, if same thing happened when I was with my close friend from childhood, (which is similiar to me), I would felt differently. Proud of who I am, pround of my lifestyles and full of self-esteem.
Why is that that in presence in some of my childhood-close-friends I feel proud and full of myself. When they aren't here, I am somehow lost.
*Note 1: I am 15. Note 2: iS it ok? Note 3: Thanks in advance
2006-08-29
01:17:50
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