I used to be the person that would stand up and scream for no apparent reason. I'd yell @ people for screwing with my friends in the mall. I'd do all kinds of crazy stuff. I was fun to be around if your an adventerous person as am I.
The problem is, I suffer with depression. Im on medication for it, but it's not helping any. I don't like to leave my room for anything!!! I don't like to go out in public, Im nervous all the time, I chew on my fingers until they bleed, I am mute, and I don't know who I am anymore.
I used to LOVE doing all kinds of things. Everytime I try and push myself to do something I once did, I end up looking down. Get what Im saying? I want to talk. I do.
I have alot going on right now. My step father in prison, My real father has yet to bring me xmas gifts {Im 14, Yeah, I don't really care about the gifts, but still, he's my father you know?} And it's like four weeks till my birthday. I have lots more going on, I just don't want to put it all out like that.
2007-02-26
13:34:33
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