First let me say that I'm going to see a shrink tomorrow, I just feel like I can't wait that long for an explanation.
This "voice" there's just one, it's not like I physically hear someone say something, it's more like I start thinking random thoughts. Imagine someone hooked up to two brains, one he uses 99% of the time, and randomly the other brain will say something.
Anyway, it concerns me because these random thoughts are not good. It's usually a thought like "you could go pick up that pipe over there and start hitting that guy on the bench, there's no one around to see it" or "you could kill her, make it look like an accident" Sometimes the thoughts are suicidal.
There's also this thought pattern I have that the end of the world is coming, that demons walk the earth and sometimes I think I see them for a second.
By the way, praying hasn't worked.
2007-02-06
02:45:57
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Saul
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