Things were not going well overall today, so when I went to get lunch, I bought a lunch entirely of things that were bad for me (sodium, diet soda, cholesterol, etc) PURPOSELY, just, I think, to say f-- you to the world and to God, "don't treat me this way, you won't get away with it and you won't, if I have anything to do with it, have me to kick around anymore." What gets me really worried is that I have done this numerous times in the past when things have not gone well. I also have never come to terms with past happy memories. I feel they have all gone by too fast, I have been robbed of them, and the present is mostly only bullshit, with no future!!!
2006-09-10
07:32:04
·
31 answers
·
asked by
Anonymous