Over the past few years or longer, I've been experiencing a 'deadening' of emotions, until I started wondering if I felt anything at all. I used to be sure I was regularly depressed, but now I can't tell anymore. I'm 17 years old, and I can hardly relate to the supposed headiness of youth, socially, mentally, or sexually (I'm asexual). Sometimes it seems as if I'm rejecting everything in my life, and consequently I've started to feel as if there's nothing to live for.
Guys, please help me out here. The last time I felt something like this, I meant to kill a bully and had no qualms about seriously considering it, since I essentially felt nothing at all - no guilt nor remorse nor even actual rage at the person - and I DON'T want to return to that state of mind. If anyone could offer an explanation of why this is happening, or identify it as a treatable psychological condition or anything at all, I'd greatly appreciate it.
2006-09-05
01:08:01
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