Usually i can pull myself together but recently this isnt the case and i feel like i'm just going downhill.
It all started when i saw first hand my mum experiencing domestic violence....i then went on to cutting, then cannabis, ecstasy, and finally crack cocaine.
I am 3 years clean from crack cocaine, after i became clean i developed a drink problem, and almost killed myself by slicing my arm half open (that was 2 years ago and ive only cutted once since, a minor incident which i am determined will not happen again)
I done an alcohol detox 6 months ago, stayed off 4 a while but now drink 2-3 times a week and smoke cannabis daily.
I have realised i AM an addict, and i know where my problems lie but i am losing faith and motivation.....i am a fully trained stylist but cant find work due to no experience, and its really getting me down as i just want to get on and prove to MYSELF that i can do it, cos i know i can......so why the hell am i feeling like this !!!!
:-(
2007-03-21
04:02:19
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Hayley
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Mental Health