i used to be funny, happy, etc.
i've been alone in the house for my whole summer vacation, my parents and brother are here, but we barely ever talk to eachother. now i feel i'm just an annoyance to everyone, everything would be better if i could just move somewhere and start over, new, but i'm too young for that. i hate how i've changed and i hate myself, i dont want to feel this way, i dont know what to do, i've been having terrible dreams and my life is just so worthless, i get texts from friends and reply but i feel like im just boring them, and my replies are not anything worth actually reading. i cant talk to anyone, my mom always calls me bad names, shes a good mom, but it just kills me that she can call me those things with acting like she means them. no one likes me, people would like me more if i were dead, but i cant kill myself knowing things might get better, i dont know what to do, i have no close friends, most of my friends were my friends because i was funny, but now
2007-08-10
12:13:49
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