was very explousive, shouted , hit me with a belt. later he went through a certain treatment, since then hadn't drank. when I was 15 my mom's cheated on him, he found out, went to me with evidence, told me about it, started to cry, just collapsed, grabed my hand, started to cry into it, I think I just shut down then , you know?.one morning, me and dad were home, I woke up, he wasn't there, there was a letter on a desk, five pages, saying he went to kill himself, five pages of all of it.I fricked.an hour later he came back, said he doesn't feel well, then I lived with grandparents.grandfather was over protective, never let me go out with friends, like after 6, as soon as it got dark, depends on a season, just shut the door. when I did go out, used to follow me around as much as he could, always waiting for me outside after some indoor event, I was 16,.I had an eating disorder, I was obised,and he was always nagging me to eat junk food, basicly forcing me, saying I was too skiny.so?
2006-06-30
10:47:47
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Lucy
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