my mom died just a month ago, I am trying to deal but every morning when I wake I am saddend, I will be ok durring the day and suddendly I am saddend and begin to cry from nowhere, I feel as my life as somehow ended, my mom was my entire world as we did everything together, I have 4 kids that were also extremely close, everything we did always involved my mom such as vacations, just everyday life, we saw each other daily, talked on the phone daily and even worked in the same place, she was always at my house or us at hers, Now I can't stand to go home from work as I used to recieve a phone call as soon as I walked in the door, "hi honey how was your day?" now no calls, I call her machine just to hear her voice I want to talk to her so badly, I miss her so much, there are so many important events we need her for, she was there for everything for our family, How can I be the strong one, I am not the one as my mom was the one to turn to she knew everything about everything, I am so lonely
2006-06-28
13:34:02
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Rocky C
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