Lately I've been worried that I'll spend the rest of my days alone and unloved. In my brief time on this planet (23 years), I've tried to have relationships with a wide variety of men since I was 17, but it always turns to s**t after about 6 months.
My last boyfriend left me on Jan 2nd to go back to his so-called ex girlfriend and I really did love him. I miss his company everyday and sometimes I'm overwhelmed by these feelings of loneliness, hopelessness and despair - even when I'm in the company of others.
I'm attractive, have a great job, nice home, fantastic friends and family, but I feel as though I'll never meet someone who can do right by me. It feels as though everyone around me is coupled up and happy - making plans for holidays and such, yet night after night I go home to my empty flat, eat my dinner for one and feel totally unwanted/unloved.
I may seem melodramatic, but I wonder if/when it will happen for me? One person can't be so unlucky in love can they?
2007-02-28
02:24:41
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