Before I begin, if you have never smoked weed or been caught, then please don't try to give me advise. Not to be rude but you don't have the experience to help me.
Well I have 2 older brothers, one who's 22 and one who's 20 while I'm 15. My 22 year old brother started smoking when he was 16, by the time my 20 year old brother got to be 16, he got him into it. My parents caught them the 22 year old a couple times while he was living with my dad, while the 20 year old has gotten caught a few times as well. When I turned 14, I decided to try it. Afterward, I smoked a couple times a week with my 20 year old brother for a couple months before I quit, then I started back up again 6 months later, in september of last year, mostly because I have a very low self-esteem and me and my mom fight a lot. She's a real ***** sometimes and its caused me to go into depression that nobody knows about. Now I smoke once a day, at night before bed. Me and my brother would smoke in our shed and watch tv out there, then come inside and go to bed. My mom would sometimes ask us what we were doing and why our eyes were tweeked. Last night, we were toking before he left to go to my brothers house and my mom walked in. We had just finished and about to put everything away. Afterwards, I had no idea what to say. My brother apologized, my mom just left to get cigs and then when she came home she started crying and talking about how he'll go to jail and asked me why I had done it and if I carried it and such. She was mostly mad at my brother. I don't know what to do after this. My brother is in more trouble then I am and that makes me feel guilty because he never once made me pay for the weed. Now I know I'm going to have to quit. Does anyone have any advice? Also, my family is very conservative. My mom is against druggies because her dad used to smoke weed a lot and grow it. She told me she smoked a few times before so I don't know how she'll handle this. I'm also scared about what other people in my family will say, like my dad who loves me to death and still sees me as his little angel. Please help!
2007-02-11
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