For a few years I've been having a ton of trouble with my self esteem. I'm seeing a social worker, taking depression medecine, but I'm still not happy with myself. I even joined weight watchers. I just can't stand myself. I live so much to try and impress others that I can't enjoy my life. I can't eat unless others are eating. I just keep bringing myself down. I really want to be happy. I want to wake up... and be happy. I mean, although I'm 13 and going through rough stage, I've had no self esteem for about 3 years! And, I have no butt and I feel so worthless. I just hate life. I want to love living, I mean, I'm not suicidal, but its lik eating when you can't taste... it's kinda worthless... I feel like I'm only living for my family...
Please tell me I'm not too fat...
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2007-02-09
14:44:18
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