its all hitting me too hard. Last night i had a dream my dad died and cried all night. I woke up, and my mom said 'hey lets goto target!' so we went, then we went to get something to eat. She was in a happy mood. As we were at quiznoes, she told me. 'oh i went to the doctor's yesterday and they said that i have a tumor, that may have cancer, but its allright'
shes been sick , loosing alot of weight. I dont know what to do anymore. my grandma died of cancer. About a month ago my girlfriend left me. about 2 weeks ago my aunt died.
I dont know what to do, and why is god doing this to my life. I've never felt soo much pain. I feel soo alone. Thinking that your mom might die, my best friend, the one who gave me all my advice. Might die.
We were suppose to goto europe, next summer but i dont know if she will make it. i pray to god. i dont have anybody i can come and talk to, non of my friends, even the ones i date i can never tell them my feelings. I feel Lonly.
2006-09-23
08:06:20
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Luis G
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