i was the ugly of the family when i was little so even my sisters where mean to me, i never got a kiss or hug when i was little, not much has changed since then, sometimes we find out by third persons they are having a party my kids also feel left out and ask why where we not invited , they don't call when me or my kids are sick or have had surgeries, they didn't go for my graduation i have no pictures because i don't want to remember how sad i was that day, they never come to my house to visit like if i was a disease except when i make b-day parties for my kids but they are the first ones to leave i feel so bad i became an alcoholic when i was 12yrs old and quitted when i was 22 i'm now 30 i am really hurt i now take medication for bipolar disease,but i try to be the best for my kids i dont know how to deal with this anymore my self steem is low i wish i could bring my self steem up, i thin they enjoy making me feel bad. i was the ugly ducklin but i became a swan in a very decent way.
2006-06-20
07:37:39
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chicafresa
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