Okay, so I am hoping that the reason why conscience is dying everyday to the point where I have no morals whatsoever to be a chemical imbalance from some kind of stress and depression I am having.
Because if it is, then it has nothing to do with God cursing me or whatever.
Because I used to believe in Jesus as my saviour but then denied him and thought he was demonic.
I was happy and filled with love when I was born again. Which is why I feel like I am under a curse, because I no longer feel the way I did as a christian.
I lost all my morals, and love, and happiness, the things that once bothered me no longer bothers me, and I feel so hardened inside.
Am I u nder a curse and being haunted and tortured by demons?
I had dreams and visions of hell, demons, Jesus rejecting me, etc...
I had a near death experience when I seen myself being sent to outer darkness.
My heart is soo hard. I don't feel love, and feel like hitting people and hating them without reason.
2007-10-07
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