My life is crap these days. I'm 22 and I don't have any direction. My relationships really suffer because of my on and off behavior. Sometimes I just can't stand anyone and I don't want to do anything. I feel like I'm constantly giving (emotionally) when I'm around others and it just wears me out after awhile. I never get what I want in return from others, whether it's friendship relationships or serious guy relationships I try to have. I'm extremely lonely inside because of this. I always feel like i'm on the outside, looking in. I'm tired of it. I never used to be like this. I think I have an addictive personality. I hate being by myself, even if it's hanging out with people I don't even really like, it's better than being alone. And, I'm usually bored out of my mind unless i'm drinking, doing coke, drinking tons of caffiene, or having sex. Those are the only things that make me feel ALIVE in life. I can't explain it. What is wrong with me? What can I do to stop the way I am? Thanks.
2007-10-03
17:05:32
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