I keep the house clean, do the laundry, take care of our 2 children(8mo and 2) and am pregnant again. I have tried to give him everything I have, I have tried really hard to always be sweet and loving and not complain. I try not to ask to go do anything, I pretend I am happy at home(I want to go to college so very badly) I make big dinners, I let him have all the closet and dresser space(he has alot of clothes) I had a bit of bleeding and my doctor is worried I may have placenta previa and I am going in tomorrow for an ultrasound to check and he goes three hours away to go drinking with his friends(we are quite broke right now) my doctor is also concerned I may have cervical cancer based on recent pap results but he doesnt seem terribly concerned about that either. I feel like i dont matter, I try so hard to be the kind of wife he wants. Please help me understand what I could do better, I am at a loss. I have tried so many things but it seems worthless in the end.I just want to cry
2007-08-06
14:30:06
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