I love him, but have no trust and respect for him. Its been 9 months and I thought it would get better, but I still have days where I resent him, and everyday is filled with ZERO trust and respect. I fear that I cannot go on like this. I thought it would work, but I am second guessing my choice to stay married to him. I'm tired of "babysitting" my phone bill, and bank statements, I'm tired of wondering what he's 'really' doing, or where he's "really" at, when for all I know, he is true to his word, but in my head, I doubt it.
For the most part, he has been wonderful since. There are alot of days when life is good and it seems like we are newly weds. But all of what I said earlier haunts the back of my mind and I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.
Am I giving it enough time? Especially when he has tried so hard? I'm really confused and I just dont think love is enough anymore. Should I wait a little longer to see if it comes back, or walk away now?
2007-07-11
04:59:09
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