Or is it just a stage of grief?
I am 15 years old and my father passed away a little over a year ago. I still feel pretty numb yet I still hurt so so much. I don't cry about it though. Is something wrong with me?
Like I try not to think about him, is that bad? Or should I respond to my feelings rather than chase them away? Because I hate going into the sad states to where I don't want to do anything at all. When I do cry, it is just a few tears and I'm good.
When I am out some place public, and I see or hear about something that reminds me of him, I start to get teary eyed and I have to hold it in. Do I want to cry more because I am in public and when I am alone it is easier to deal with my thoughts and emotions? I feel bad for not crying over him being gone but that doesn't mean I am not horribly sad, because I am. Or is this just a normal state of grief? Is it just my own way of coping? Because I refuse to think about it. I am female, by the way, if that would make a difference.Ty
2007-07-06
14:45:05
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