filled with, abuse, mental/physicall, hurt, trauma, pain and victimisation?
im 30 have suffered all this throughout my life, i have bpd, ive never had my needs met, never had a girlfriend, never been employed.
now i have to try and pick up the pieces of my lonely life, i wait for therapy. every night i sit in my apartment with little posessions feeling very sorry for myself.
and then i see others around me, fresh faced and vibrant, with huge grins and smiles, living their lives, getting their needs met...seems to all come easy to them, i see it when i browse, myspace profiles, watch television, gameshows,( audiences laughing and grinning) whenever im brave enough to go outside, i see happiness and fullfillment in the shopping mall...
i see all that..and i have to endure fire and brimstone and sheer mental hell and loneliness
2007-06-21
08:59:28
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