My dad was abusive. I married young and my husband told me I was fat, stupid, embarrassing, and knocked my confidence until I was a desperate wreck. Then he cheated on me until I finally had enough. A rebound relationship started off good, then he turned into a psycho, and also cheated on me. My last partner of 10 mths started off good, then started controlling me, telling me what to think, say, feel. He bullied me, told me I was mental, made lies up about me, was very aggressive towards me, made me feel like I was going crazy and then f8cked off when I started to get depressed (delayed reaction to violent childhood).
I'm 27, I'm slim, pretty, ambitious, happy, thoughtful, appreciative, spontaneous, open-minded, loyal, trustworthy, accepting, and all of my friends and family are mad with me for having insecurities as they say I'm an amazing person who deserves so much better, and that I consistently prove what a caring, warm person I am.
Is it me? Have I just been unlucky?
2007-06-06
01:42:42
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