I am just stuck in a rut after all this happened. I haven't left the house in a week, im lonely, im stuck in a pool self-pity unable to think of anything else. I just can't look anyone in the eye anymore I feel like everyone that sees me can just tell like it's written on my face or something. Even when I do meet women I don't know what to say or do and it quickly just gets awkward. To make matters worse my neighbor is my wifes best friend and she hangs out over there all the time which just makes it awkward. I am just so lonely. I spend all day with our kids, I take them to work with me, i do everything since she left and it's getting harder and harder to just go on everyday. My mom says to let her or my mother-in-law take them so I can have a break but then when I do I just can't handle them not being here and I end up hurting worse for it. I don't know how much longer i can take this, im overwhlmed, im hurting, and i hate to admit that I often think about suicide. what do i do?
2007-06-05
17:49:20
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Marriage & Divorce