This person is alive, just not anywhere that I can reach her right now. Everything seems duller when she's not with me; it all feels a bit off, somehow. She cannot be here right now due to extenuating circumstances. I understand and accept this - but what to do when I miss her so much it becomes difficult to function? How do you all cope with missing a lover, a partner, a mate when you simply cannot be with them, at least not for awhile? She is all of these to me.
Please keep in mind that I am much more a homebody than anything else and going out to parties or clubs is just not my thing. I have friends, I do things, but every single thing pales in comparison to how I feel with her, how amazing she is, and how I wish we could be sharing these moments together. HELP! She is my heart.
(Yes, I know I'm lucky to have her at all. I ask because not getting to see her often just derails me sometimes. It's hard to function while I'm feeling so sad; it depletes my senses and grays my world).
2007-05-27
16:37:19
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