I thought I was in love at the age of 14. We were never official but when we were together, he was all I wanted. There were some experiences we shared that were new to me, maybe not him, but that transformed me into the person I became. I never saw him in a bad light, even when he was unfaithful to his girlfriend with me. I ran into him a few years later and one time, just once, we slept together. I had a son after he had left to go do whatever he needed to do and didn't find out if it was his son until he was 3. So now, we rekindled a friendship at the beginning of a new relationship I was in. I didn't like the girls he was seeing and stayed through some visits to just be near. I stayed in the faithful relationship I had and had a little girl and got married. Now he has a wondeful girl and they are expecting. I think about it every now and then, were we both too chickensh*t to try? He and I will forever be a part of the other's life. Is the first love that's so hard to get over????
2007-05-24
03:35:23
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Alle Leigh
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Marriage & Divorce