My therapist suspects that I have D.I.D. It is a little overwhelming to even think about. It's very difficult to accept, and I find myself grabbing at any hint that it's not true.
My last session was frightening because I kept seeing my shoes as high top baby shoes then my own shoes would be there, then the baby shoes. Back and forth, I was so confused. I kept hearing, "If your going to act like an animal, you'll be treated like an animal!", and I was under an old fashioned kitchen sink with a curtain over the bottom of it. I was backed up against the back wall. I could look down and see that I was wearing a short sleeved shirt, bib overhalls with snaps down the bottom and around the diaper area, and high top white baby shoes. A woman's shoed foot kept trying to kick me, and I was scared and angry.
Finally my therapist helped me go to a safe place in my mind. A stream with grass and a big tree that I could climb and hid and feel safe, slowly I was able to be me again.
2007-05-23
02:12:37
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Brianna D
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