im 29, been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, and ive been refered for therapy by my cpn. ive never formed relashionships with girls or made any friends, because of the problems ive had. ive always had very low self esteem, was bullied throughout secondary school, and suffered atacks an victimisation in my life. i currently deal with alot of inner rage feelings and feel frustrated with my life. i live on my own, in a small council flat and im very isolated and have no social connection. or no girlfriend. ive never had a job because of my problems. i suffer real low moods throughout the day, my thinking is all jumbled up and disorganised. like racing thoughts. im wondering how or if im gonna make my hopes and dreams happen? to be able to work, have a good job. have friends. find that special girl. i particularly like slightly plump, pale white girls of around 20/29. that look cute. but i dont no how to find her..i feel cut off from society. dead to the world.i have high
2007-03-16
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