I think i am the sickest queer in the world. I have sex with men because its easy. Yet, every fiber in my being is totally attracted to women--physically and emotionally. When i get done having sex with a man--its like "What the hell did i just do?" I feel like a freak--yet i come back for more. Its just sex. Its just sex. Sex, sex, sex, sex, sex. I like sex with women; but sex with men is like "crack". But i feel no emotional connection with men at all. Its just sex. My being wants to have an intimate emotional (and sexual) relationship with a women; but it is prevented in me being "unavailable" to women because i am doing it with guys. I can't, or at least i have never had a LTR with a man. I feel my life slipping away to this probable sex addiction.
2007-03-16
21:24:39
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender