i can literally feel depression in my veins (like uncomfortable heat within). This week has been the worst of my life, i have been loosing hair tho no patches, just thinning. I have been feeling so ugly not just cos of hair loss, just looking at my face makes me so sick, i never thought possible. I dont know why i am realising the uglyness right now, and not before. Only person i know, is the girl i liked, she just dsnt want to know me anymore cos of how negative i am and thinks im doing it on purpose. I wish i had a gun to shoot myself, but i dont. parents dont care, and i dont have any friends. ive tried going out talkin to people, nothing. i workout a lot, but nothing. What does a 21 year old guy do now? i think i will kill myself any time soon, cos of the buildup, right now i can only with a gun, but i think i might do it with anything IF this can get even worse. god help me, he knows ive prayed my head off, i cant take this anymore
2007-01-27
23:28:50
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