When I was younger I sincerely believed in Jesus and his word, but I've never been consistent in being disciplined to read the word everyday, like I'd be hot for a minute, but that zeal never lasted, also, I've allowed for strongholds to be built in my life with things like fetishes, and pornography, and have been driven by lust and my own gratifications for a long time. I've done some things that I have a hard time forgiving myself for, and I believe that Jesus's blood cleanses me if I'm truly repentent, but like I said the zeal and sincerity to walk in righteousness does happen sometimes but it doesn't seem to last, and honestly I go through the motions sometimes asking for forgiveness knowing I'll do it again. I am fully aware that I've made bad decisions that have put me in a place in my life that I hate. I throw my own pity parties which don't help, and often feel angry, hopeless and frustrated, suicidal, then think others have worse, then it repeats. So real believers, advice?
2007-01-14
22:56:45
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