I am a male and 21 years old. I am extremely depressed, I have no friends, nobody in the world has ever liked me, can't sleep, can't eat unless I force myself, angry, pity, worthless, I hate myself, unemployed and poor. I was always this but recently I got fired from work......It was my first job and my first day at work, I gave it everything I had but was fired for being unethusiastic. I won't call for help because my anxiety prevents me from speaking on the phone. I won't walk to the hospital because my family will freak out (yes they'd freak out more if I kill myself). I cannot cope with my pain I emailed my church and another network, begging from some prayers. I know God has a plan for me, but the pain is too much. I wish I had cancer because at least it won't be my fault and the pressure will be less on me taking away my anxiety and depression.
CAN SOMEONE PRAY TO GOD TO SPARE MY LIFE!!!
2007-01-07
19:23:55
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krumpmaster terrell
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Mental Health