Throughout my whole life, I had few friends and have never had a sexual relationship with someone of the opposite sex even though I wanted those things. I felt like I just couldn't be a good friend to anyone. My parents noticed when I was very young that I was socially withdrawn. I knew this was a problem, but I became painfully aware of it when a coworker and friend tried to get me to come out of my shell. I was forced to see myself for what I was and I didn't like it at all. Recently, I stumbled across the term Asperger's syndrome and I think that I may have it. I have not been diagnosed, but I just can't deal with the idea that I may have a form of autism. I'm 32 years old now, and I feel that trying to form friendships and even a sexual relationship is out of reach because someone my age should have done these things a long time ago and nobody would accept somebody like me. I asked a similar question a few days ago in whether I should kill myself because I felt so bad.
2006-12-29
18:31:25
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iridealone
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Mental Health