Being Sexual Molested
For some time now I have been the victim of sexual molestation.
I have been drugged, then raped and sodomized while I sleep in my home.
Over the course of hours and days feel the affect of theses attacks, I think as the drug wares off. Those who commit this horrible act have a routine of letting me know. Their "signs" are not illegal and only after the fact.
How and when I induce the drug, I don't know. The attackers have a seldom broken rule not to stealing money or other valuables in the house. So, when I go to the police, one of the reasons they don't believe me is because, usually, nothing is missing. The motivation is not to steal but to molest and hurt me. This is a crime for the sake and reward of hate. Hate is the main gratification. Those who are responsible for doing this charge boys and men for the pleasure of raping me while I am "sleep".
I have bolted my doors and windows shut at night. I put objects in front of my locked bedroom door. When those measures get a little lacked (I actually am a prisoner in my own home) I get assaulted in my "sleep"
The police not so politely suggested I am crazy (One thing they ask is why am I so "important" for someone to go through all that it would take to pull this off? I don't know,). To eliminate that from the list I had a through psycho analyst done. Results: sane, ground in reality. One point that raised the eyebrows of the doctor was that I have moved and these attacks have followed me.
Here are some facts: (1) I am the target of a organized, sustained sexual assault (2) Various people are "invited" to do the actual assault (3) Indicators by those involved are the same after the attacks.
What can I do?
2006-12-11
02:43:39
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diuadkha h
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Psychology