Each & everyone of use have something inside of them that they hate.
It aches with in
We can't describe it
But we all have it
We wake & face our days with fear, doubt, & uncertainty from what will come.
Some lie, cry, or fight about this thing inside.
We all want, need, & search for more & more.
It's never truly enough.
I believe were all never satisfied.
We may say we are, but that is just a lie.
Deep down inside you know you want more.
Instead you tell yourself "I'm just fine how I am."
A few weeks later your telling your self "I want to be more this I need to become this"
Life is but a cycle.
It may be because I am young.
From my days on this earth, my mind has been this cycle.
I say "I'm fine"
Then a year, week, or even day later, I'm down thinking to myself "This isn't enough?"
I'm creating myself each day.
But is it just me…or does everybody get fed up with making more…
Sometimes…I want to just stay the same & not deal with life.
Then I get bored, & begin thinking more & more of everything.
I get depressed.
I feel weak.
I act cold.
Then the next day I wake having all these new thoughts.
More words more thoughts
More **** to deal with.
Life's a *****
Sometimes I don't want to deal with it.
Call me selfish, weak, or anything else.
I am sometimes…
But ****…
It's hard when you don't have a lot.
So **** you….
Hell...
**** this life…
That's what I think…
Suicidal thoughts…
We all have them…
We're all ****** up…
So let's all just live….
No worry's, doubts, fears…
One life…
Why waist it on pointless thoughts…
It's all simple…
If you just be…
Who ever the hell you are…
Flow on threw life…
In the best way possible,
Laugh, smile, grin…
Cherish, love, give,
Live life…
Don't let life live you…
2006-12-09
18:42:32
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