My boyfriend really really wanted to have anal with me at the weekend so I let him. It didn't hurt at all but I felt dirty afterwards, I told him how I felt and he said that that was normal to feel that way after the first time and that we should do it again and I would feel better. So last night he was over at mine we did it again, this time it was a little bit sore (I think I was tense) and he said that was normal too. He was spanking me and telling me that this is how it was supposed to be done and he was really boaring into me, he was very excited shouting out that he loved me and my black a-ss and he was really grinding me. He came inside of me and I was concerned about that too. I know this sounds disgusting and I am sorry but I needed to tell someone I can't talk to anyone else I feel ashamed. He was so into it and I'm really not. How the hell do I tell him without hurting his feelings? I am 19, he is 23 we've been dating for 3 years and have been sexually active for a year now.
2006-11-29
02:37:30
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