I am already in counseling and on anti depressants, but still can't seem to get over certain things that have happened in the past...I guess you could almost call them flashbacks, but they also come in the form of nightmares and I get very paranoid. Especially around males. My boyfriend knows about this problem and is there for me, but he is the only male I feel comfortable around (besides family). I have been known to cut, and other destructive behaviors, but I can't seem to fill my counselor in on these details. I don't want to end up in a mental hospital! Especially since the point of me cutting is not to kill myself...I don't know what to do. I am 20 yeasr old, and have been fighting depression since my freshman year of high school. There are periods when I am perfectly fine and happy, but when I get low its bad... I just want to know what true happiness feels like again...Its been so long....
2006-11-28
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